red roses follow
I hate waking up early for school. Actually scratch that, I hate waking up early, and I hate school. so the fact that i have to get up early for school holds an emotion for me stronger than hate. i'll have to think of a word and get back to you.
Today is lola's first day I hope she has a good one!
Last night I went to a family barbeque with some family friends. I've been going to them since I was little, so I've known all the kids my age there forever. And it was really strange because they were all of the sudden looking at me like they'd never seen me before, especially the three guys a year older than me.
They were suddenly being nice to me, when all they'd done for the past decade was pull my hair and make fun of my (extremely curly) hair. One of them even went as far as asking for my number, which shocked me because when I was nine or something I had a crush on him and i tried holding his hand and he said he didn't like girls, especially me. I almost didn't want to give it to him, but he was far too good looking now to pass up the chance.
then i felt horribble about mac and i. stayed up late thinking about it and gagged a million times. so when he calls (his name's zach) i think i'm going to tell him i have a boyfriend. he's not really my type anyway.
but he was cute... damn.
:::purity stood in front of me and said "i'm clumsy and my back hurts"
and i thought "you're about as beautiful as God's creation gets"::
Today is lola's first day I hope she has a good one!
Last night I went to a family barbeque with some family friends. I've been going to them since I was little, so I've known all the kids my age there forever. And it was really strange because they were all of the sudden looking at me like they'd never seen me before, especially the three guys a year older than me.
They were suddenly being nice to me, when all they'd done for the past decade was pull my hair and make fun of my (extremely curly) hair. One of them even went as far as asking for my number, which shocked me because when I was nine or something I had a crush on him and i tried holding his hand and he said he didn't like girls, especially me. I almost didn't want to give it to him, but he was far too good looking now to pass up the chance.
then i felt horribble about mac and i. stayed up late thinking about it and gagged a million times. so when he calls (his name's zach) i think i'm going to tell him i have a boyfriend. he's not really my type anyway.
but he was cute... damn.
:::purity stood in front of me and said "i'm clumsy and my back hurts"
and i thought "you're about as beautiful as God's creation gets"::