space rockets to hell
i think i might have measles. or the mumps. or something. i dont know what, but my stomach is covered in all sorts of little red bumps. im going to the doctor tomorrow.
also, the chest issues that i may have mentioned a few posts back continue to plague me. although im pretty positive that the issue there is psychosomatic. ill figure it out.
tonight during lemony snickets what i can only assume was my pancreas or spleen or something was throbbing and occasionally coming out with a flash of minor sharp pain. it still is right now.
i feel like i need to throw away my body and start over with a new one. like wiping a hard drive. but the one thing that this crap has shown me is that for all my minor aches, there will be a point when my body will betray me on a larger scale. something will just stop, and theres no avoiding it. just sitting there, feeling something inside you twist and squirm and feel just plain wrong as you contemplate if this is serious enough to go to the hospital for.
Other than that, I havent been happier with things in a long time. I'll be damned if my weak ass body is going to keep me from fucking enjoying myself.
also, the chest issues that i may have mentioned a few posts back continue to plague me. although im pretty positive that the issue there is psychosomatic. ill figure it out.
tonight during lemony snickets what i can only assume was my pancreas or spleen or something was throbbing and occasionally coming out with a flash of minor sharp pain. it still is right now.
i feel like i need to throw away my body and start over with a new one. like wiping a hard drive. but the one thing that this crap has shown me is that for all my minor aches, there will be a point when my body will betray me on a larger scale. something will just stop, and theres no avoiding it. just sitting there, feeling something inside you twist and squirm and feel just plain wrong as you contemplate if this is serious enough to go to the hospital for.
Other than that, I havent been happier with things in a long time. I'll be damned if my weak ass body is going to keep me from fucking enjoying myself.