Nov 08, 2006 19:00
Okay, so, it's been a while I think that I should probably update this more often because more and more things keep happening to me and I don't write/put them down anywhere I just you know, let them happen and then pass and I think that it would be nice to be able to come back and look at these things because I only have records of when I was in 8th grade, the time I was with Brittany, and then a little bit after that but, now I've moved into this new part of life and it's the best I've expirenced so far.
I have Jesus in my life now more then I even did when I was younger and went to a catholic school. I can just feel everything that he does for me and I'm growing in my relationship with him all the time, today Chels gave me a study bible to use until I can get my own and that alone has made me feel closer because I am learning.
I have Lindsay, who, no matter how many silly arguments we get it, I love with all of my heart, I know that we are growing in our relationship also and it makes me feel good because we're getting to the point where we can talk about a lot of things, you know? It wasn't like that before like, we're becoming friends and she has done so much for me, honestly, if it wasn't for her, I would have never went back to church and I wouldn't be where I am today.
My whole outlook on life has changed completely and it's all because of her and of course, Jesus.
I've started hanging out with John again and it's great because neither one of us are who we were when we were kids and it's just neat to rebuild a friendship with someone who you were friends with as a kid because you see how much they've grown up and especially him, he really has grown up and I'm so proud of him. I'm also glad that I am who I am because I know I am an influence on him and I can say now that I am a good one.
School is hella crazy and so is work but things are starting to calm down and all I can do is pray.
kthx.