Derealization

[robotaffliction]

Everything swirls and blurs so write something and reach out. Hope someone will notice you. Hope someone will care. Find that special something. Find that something. Hold it tight. Don't let it go. And when you die, leave it behind so whoever you love can enjoy it. Try and go to sleep with dreamy music in your ears. Keep your head full but your heart empty. Pitiful organ. So pathetic and tender and weak. Dissect animals in laboratories and find the secret. Find the answer. Keep looking when you've already checked every place you know. Stay awake when your tired. Go to sleep in the hot sun. Let it burn you. Let everything happen. Don't try to stop the turning, lest it stop you. But whatever you do keep writing. Life was a gift. God was here but he left early. I walk with God. Someone heal my mind. Someone heal me. Someone help me please.

--Message in a bottle in the sea of information