Feb 12, 2007 21:37
Valentine's day.
just a day away.
I'm starting to agree with others
its fucking stupid
and a way to waste money
idk.
im sad b/c i dont have a valentine
and i want to ask a boy to just hang out with me on wednesday
but im too nervous
no, not too shy, but nervous of him getting the wrong idea.
I read your entries
And I hate myself
I ignore you at school to avoid awkward situations
I don't like awkward situations.
And I never meant to hurt you
you just couldn't accept who I am
and I'm sorry for leaving you out in the cold,
dumping you on the side of the street and saying "move on"
But things would never work
We had something. I threw it away. But I promise you, you'll see greater days.