May 11, 2005 00:22
I'm begining to understand what it means to hurt so much you can no longer function. Every hurt I've experienced up until this point has been only a fragment of a fragment of a fragment of what I am now experiencing.
Every breath I take hurts. Every blink of my eye burns. Every thought that crosses my mind produces a stabbing feeling in my chest and a nauseating sensation in my stomach.
I can't sit still, I can't concentrate, I can't sleep.
I don't care about anything.
I can't stop crying.
I can't breathe.