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seems to be going ok. i still cant exactly wrap my head around dany and ashley just being friends. phony stuff. or even krytal for that matter. its not about immaturity but why do you need people who like you and always call you drunk or cry for you around? i just dont think its any good for the relationship you are trying to progress in. but im trying to be nice and friendly. they say "keep your enemies closer". i figure i should keep my gaurd up anyway. maybe theres a reason for him stepping up and finally taking the initiative and wanting to move out together but it doesnt change my view. we'll see how far that goes. i'll continue to save up but if that plan is crushed then i will continue to save and eventually move out with my sister. im going to hate myself if i believe all this is going to change (the relationship) and it doesnt. i guess we most certainly have to sometimes expect the worst that way maybe if there is a positive result you can be surprised. being optimistic in the past never quite worked out for me. im welcome to positive energy but i need to be taught to be optimistic.
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