NO CONTROL!!!!
so in this last week i have found that all the control i had over my life is non exsistant its started on my way home from kent i got a $566 ticket and the cop was a dick the next day i lose my job no warnings no nothing just fired not that there wasnt a reason that day i was late and my alarm didnt go off but its the first time ive EVER been late and i got there worked my ass off for an hour and a half and than i was fired and get this when this happens my manager my fucking manager is the one who breaks down and is fucking bawling im the one who lost my fucking job here the thing that keeps me living at the moment so now i cant pay car payments buy food and my mother is threatening to kick me out cuase im somehow lazy. when ive only been jobless for 4 days 2 of them weekend days i also got the keys to my car taken cuase i dont have insurance now of course im somehow supposed to find a job with no car cuase i cant pay for insurance which i need the job for which i need the car for pretty fucked up how this system seems to work...... on top of all this my friends ex-gf shows up and he is allready having problems with his parents lately and she wants to talk to him about gettin back together so basically today fuckin sucked and now im looking at somehow trying to find a way around so i can get a job i know of one place hiring in battle ground im gonna try there so i guess ill just hope i get it than im moving out and i need to get a cell i need people to call me and tell me when partys are i havnt been drunk since valentines dayish and i wanna see all you guys i miss you all specially megan greg and courtney and kirby even though i havnt hung with ya to much you guys all rock my asshole :-D i need to come over sometime write me back and tell me when and i will find a way to be there ok well bye for now to all