what are you good for?????

[robot_like]

lovely nights lead to depressing thoughts...thoughts that i will never see you again. thoughts that make me think im so imperfect...so wrong for you. and that may be true but my past wont let me go. i cant let go of you. so i write to you to tell you the truth...and im scared...scared that i scared you away. and if we cant be anything like we used to be...i want you near me in any way that i can have you. life seems so distant so unimportant.......and thoughts like this deprive me of sleep ...sleeep i know i need. you kill me. i kill me. im killing me.

and do you know what you mean in here ♥ ?

it's killing time.