i wanna hold your hand in mine, someday, some morning, sometime.

[robot_courtney]

man, i can't eat anything without feeling like i'm going to die. i get horrible gas pains that make me want to cry. recovering from pregnancy is worse than actually being pregnant. argh. i am also sick of leaking things. especially milk, it's gross to have shit dripping out of your nipples. not so much gross as it is weird, i guess.

i'm supposed to go to RCIA tonight, classes to make my first communion and confirmation, but i don't feel good & i'm not going.

at least the internet works.

i still miss you all.

p.s. i love you is such a sad and pretty wonderful movie. i cried a whole bunch.