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how do you stop someone that has the potential to do something so terrible in the future, without anything?
i have no proof. i have no evidence that anything terrible went down. but he needs to go down. i would kill him if i could. i always said i wouldn't, but i would. now i would.
i am nothing. i thought i built myself up but i'm no different than i was. i'm just better at lying.
i said i wouldn't let him get to me, but i did. i've done nothing but think about him. how much i want him there to keep me in line
but the same time i want a bullet in the back of his head.
fuck man. i want him to go down. part of me wants it to be me. i wanna be the one to do it. but i've tried and it's impossible. inconsequential me is nothing in comparison to a hatred-filled madman.
why me? ya know?
you watch shit on TV and you think wow...those people are messed up. but you never think those people are real. which is i guess why i got in as far as i did. i just tell myself, this can't be real, right?
i have no proof. i have no evidence that anything terrible went down. but he needs to go down. i would kill him if i could. i always said i wouldn't, but i would. now i would.
i am nothing. i thought i built myself up but i'm no different than i was. i'm just better at lying.
i said i wouldn't let him get to me, but i did. i've done nothing but think about him. how much i want him there to keep me in line
but the same time i want a bullet in the back of his head.
fuck man. i want him to go down. part of me wants it to be me. i wanna be the one to do it. but i've tried and it's impossible. inconsequential me is nothing in comparison to a hatred-filled madman.
why me? ya know?
you watch shit on TV and you think wow...those people are messed up. but you never think those people are real. which is i guess why i got in as far as i did. i just tell myself, this can't be real, right?