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I wonder what it feels like to have a song written about you or to write a song about someone. I can't imagine the feeling really, it must be awesome. Not awesome as in radical, but awesome in the real sense of the word. Having anything perfectly dedicated must be incredible... a song, a painting, a poem. I wish I could create something so touching, something so accurate and deserving, not just some attempt that misses the mark.
Life is so strange. I feel like whenever I get in the groove of being productive or anywhere close to achieving some sense of real-world fulfillment, I start to long for the unrealistic. I always knew I didn't want to end up in an office or sitting on my ass all day, so why did I set myself on that exact path? I wish life would grant me the opportunity to be great, and not obscure it so perfectly if it was. Sometimes I feel like the only time I can accomplish anything truly meaningful its because of a forced situation. Why is this stuff so hard to accomplish or even find at all on your own?
I'm the same complainer I was 10 years ago. I wish things were easier now. I wish I had done things differently in my past so that I wouldn't be so comfortable being absolutely bored. I wish I went to Spain with my Spanish class in middle school. I wish I didn't let art teachers defeat my passion, I wish I expressed myself unrestrained with a girl I had feelings for when I had the chance. I guess that's what life becomes to some people, a collection of missed opportunities. It onyl gets harder and harder with each one missed, and soon you're too comfortable or too set along the path you've railed onto to change. I hope it's not too late for me. I could really use a push though.
Life is so strange. I feel like whenever I get in the groove of being productive or anywhere close to achieving some sense of real-world fulfillment, I start to long for the unrealistic. I always knew I didn't want to end up in an office or sitting on my ass all day, so why did I set myself on that exact path? I wish life would grant me the opportunity to be great, and not obscure it so perfectly if it was. Sometimes I feel like the only time I can accomplish anything truly meaningful its because of a forced situation. Why is this stuff so hard to accomplish or even find at all on your own?
I'm the same complainer I was 10 years ago. I wish things were easier now. I wish I had done things differently in my past so that I wouldn't be so comfortable being absolutely bored. I wish I went to Spain with my Spanish class in middle school. I wish I didn't let art teachers defeat my passion, I wish I expressed myself unrestrained with a girl I had feelings for when I had the chance. I guess that's what life becomes to some people, a collection of missed opportunities. It onyl gets harder and harder with each one missed, and soon you're too comfortable or too set along the path you've railed onto to change. I hope it's not too late for me. I could really use a push though.