Sick Day
Hey ! So, yeah today is a sick day for me. I've got a bit of a cold, and was feeling slightly sick to my stomach earlier this morning, but now I'm all good! Well, except for the cold part.
But anyways. I haven't posted ina few days, so I'm gonna make up for it now, while I have nothing better to do. So, Easter. Kinda boring, definitely not horrible though. Mom and dad gave me the new Nickelback CD and "Kitty Raises Hell" by Carrie Vaughn among a few other little things. I got some money from my two grandmothers, too. And, of course, I got lots of candy! :) A holiday's not a holiday without candy! Well, at least, the good ones aren't. So, a summary of my Easter. Woke up, opened presents, read till dinner, ate dinner, showered, went to my grandmothers, hung out with my baby cousin and aunt (who were also at my grandmothers), watched a movie on TV, texted friends, ate supper, played crib with my mom, sister, and grandmother while my dad was visiting a friend (my grandmother and I won 3 out of 4 games), went home, read, went to sleep. I know, it sounds like soo much fun, right? It was ok, I guess.
And yesterday my aunt (a different one) and my two cousins came out to visit. My two cousins are 6 and 8, and they can get pretty annoying, especially the eight year old. I mostly hung out in my room all day. I did have a book I'd started the night before and really wanted to finish, so it wasn't like I was bored all day. My sister played with the cousins because she is much more tolerant than I am. I can get annoyed and impatient very easily, plus I'm not much of a fan of crowds. Given the choice, I'd rather just hang out with a few close friends, or even just hang out by the pool by myself (with a good book, of course). I really don't mind being by myself sometimes. I can be perfectly happy all by myself, reading a book, or watching a movie, or swimming in my pool, doing a Suduko puzzle, whatever. Dose that make me sound like a loner? Cause I'm not. I have a bunch of friends and I like people, but sometimes people just get on my nerves. Maybe it's cause some people try too hard to fit in, and they only end up being fake. I can't stand that. That's why everything I say here is going to be real. Maybe I wont say everything, like names and places, just to be safe, and to remain anonymous, but I'm not going to lie, and say something that's not me. Whatever. I'm getting too deep.
Okay, a lighter subject please.
Um, okay, here's one. There's this guy I'm kinda liking right now, um, let's call him "J". It wont give too much away cause there's zillions of people with names that start with "J". Plus, you never know, "J" could be the first letter in his nickname, or it could be just a random letter I made up to confuse you. But, anyway. I've known J for a few years now, since grade seven, so close to three years. J's really sweet, and cute, and funny, but until recently I've always thought of him as a friend. But lately we've been talking/texting more and I've kinda developed a bit of a crush. I don't know what to do cause I have no clue if he likes me back. I haven't told any of my friends yet, because, even thought I love them, some of them can have really big mouths. Like, once, I liked this guy, let's call him "CM", and I told my friends. Well, they decided to tell CM that I liked him, cause they thought they could get us together. He didn't like me back though, which I kinda figured. But I let my friends try anyway. (I say "He didn't like me back though, which I kinda figured, not out of low self-esteem, but because he and his girlfriend had broken up not too long before I started liking him. They had been going out for a while and I'm pretty sure that CM still liked her.)
Anyways, I think I like J, but I'm not really sure yet, so I don't think I'm going to tell people till I'm sure. I don't want to be the girl with five second crushes. Like my friend, "MC". She'll crush on a guy, possibly go out with him, break up with him, cry, then get over him, all in less than a month. Then, of course, she'll find someone else to like. (Which must be difficult to do, my school only has about 200 people in it, which is probably why MC has ended up liking/going out with the same guy twice, or even more than that). But I can't do that. I'm not going to tell people who I like until I'm sure I like him.
So, let's end this entry off with, if anyone's got any advice for me concerning J, please comment and let me know! Pleaseee!
Thanks for reading!
Robolobolyn
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