Jul 25, 2006 03:28
wow...i could have sworn i called this before it started...
haha when we get back to school dont you fucking THINK about talking to me...
you have no fucking honor...you have no fucking right to touch, talk, or get close to me...
you WILL catch a fucking tornado round in the head if you approach me...
be forwarned im not gonna pretend to like you...im not going to pretend to like anyone...
highschool is bullshit...im tired of everyone making it out to be this HUGE deal...
cause its pretty fucking retarded...
let me tell you a little something that ive learned in my training as well as personal REFLECTION...
you must continue with life...no matter what stone is in your way...life will go on whether you like it or not...and therefore...you cant feel sad, sorry, or pity for anyone...i dont care if you dont like me, i dont care about the fact that your a complete fucking pussy and i dont care about the fact that you cant stand up and be a man for once in your whole GOD DAMN life...
you called him out...YOU must fight him...thats the way we used to play basketball...the person who submits the challenge must play, must forfeit any rights that might sway the outcome (giving him the ball first), and must put himself out for the judgement of others....
and you sir...are a coward...i dont associate with cowards...i REALLY dont like to see weakness from anyone...INCLUDING myself...
im sorry to say that i wont be what any of you hoped id be for senior year...i wont be the man to "go to the beach" or "skip on senior skip day" or even "be happy that its my last year"...
because ive already moved on passed simple things like senior year...and i look forth to my growth as a kid...
AND THATS ANOTHER THING!!!
what the fuck is wrong with you assholes...acting all fucking grown up and shit...OH IM GONNA DO THIS or IM GONNA DO THAT WHEN I GRADUATE...your still in fucking highschool, your still a fucking kid, and your not grown up...
your body might be one of an adult, but your still thinking like a child wanting to be a superhero...the only thing standing between you and your future is time...remember that...quote that shit...because right now...im tired of hearing about what college you plan to go to or what you plan to do when you go there...or grow up...how about your not fucking grown up yet?
your a child...
your always a child first...then an adult second...
me?
im still a kid, im still in a child's body...but that doesnt mean i dont comprehend with an adult form of thinking...
stop to look around once and awhile...youll find yourself lost in a sea of hope...a sea of hope that really doesnt stop flowing because you want it to...life wont stop for this year...its still going to be 365 days...but you know what...you can do ANYTHING you want during this year...
think about that now...
anything...
for a whole year...
me? i like to live life right now...so im not looking forward to the year to come but im looking at now noticing the lives we leave behind as we take this next step...
dont ever forget your child hood...you only have one...you only have one child hood to live before its all over...youll never get the days of your youth back...
why spend the time acting grown up about it?