Sleeping in the Grass

[robogreggy]

I was debating with myself, should I or should I not go sleep outside tonight? It was then that I realized that I'd have nobody to sleep out in the grass with.

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[anonymous]

so obviously with my whole being grounded for crashing my car and in that point having no car i've had alot of spare time on my hands and of course with our most recent spat you've popped into my head the last few days in analasys of what it was exactly that went wrong with our friendship. i've found with the spare time in my hands and the lack of desire to do anything with it i constantly find myself pondering deeper meanings behind events.
i'm basically writing this as a distortion of an appology because in my opinion i have done nothing that requires appologizing for, but i'm appologizing for the entire thing. i dont kno what it is about us thats always fighting but i'm sorry that it has to be like this. i'm sorry that for some reason you never let me live things down and that i tend to get angry when you remind me of all my faults. i'll admitt i dont have the most glamorous past and i'm not the greatest person out there, but you must understand where i come from when i'm happy with my life. i kno its not the ideal life, i kno i'm not the cookie cutter image of your typical girl next door, but i'm me gregory, and i'm content with that. i kno i'm never going to be a brain surgeon or a lawyer or president or any of that shit, and you might call it throwing my life away but i call it just, not wanting to be that great. i dont want to be a rocket scientist or a doctor so i dont need to live up to those standards. i understand that i'm exaggerating, but i look at it this way: you look to be something great and hold yourself to great standards, me on the other hand fall short of those standards because i dont strive to be as great as you plan to be. you talk of me throwing my life away, but in reality i'm just settling for less because i dont care for more.
thats the reason for the fights, to address the actual issue now: gregory i dont care what you do, as long as you dont die or kill anyone that matters i really couldnt care less. i've always had enough faith in you to kno you can take care of yourself. our entire spat was over a technicality which was in turn a missunderstanding/misscommunication. at this point i dont think any of this matters because youre beyond talking to me but i just wanted to write to you and just explain everything from my point of view and appologize. i think its rediculous to throw a friendship away on something so shallow, but i'll respect your decision either way.
LOVE:casie.

[robogreggy]

A little tip, next time you apologize to somebody, mean it. I don't want you apologizing to me if you don't think you did anything wrong, which is exactly why I have not apologized to you. If you're going to attempt an apology at least pretend that it means something.