need... sleep...
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Today was long. i got called in to work. i only accepted because a) i need to pay back my parents adn oma and b) i would have gotten killed if i didn't. SO that was kinda shitty, still i had an (dare i say it?) ok time there.twas a bit hot but still not bad. i get to do it all again to..day i guess. 12:00 to 5:00. though if they call again on monday i will say no. gotta start slow my first week back on the job.
When i got home i was so thirsty i drank like two glasses of ginger ale thus ruining my already ruined appetite (i had two cans of pepsi on break. i find it helps me not die) so when "dinner" (it was whatever was left from my sister's mac and cheese) rolled around and i wasn't hungry i got yelled at and accused of having and eating disorder. again. they were all like. don't you know how underweight you are?!?!?. of course i do. i know that i weigh less than basically everyone i know other than kristina and emily. of course that worries me but i can't fucking do anythign about it. i eat when i'm hungry and apparently not enough to cause me to gain wieght. seriously. i went to germany and i came back weighing 1 pound LESS than i did when i left. how the fuck does that happen? i go to the land of fat and i lose a fucking pound. For the record. i didn't not eat over in germany, i ate a lot.maybe i have worms or something. who knows.
anyway, no one else is online anymore. well at least no one that talks to me. emily has been giving me the silent treatment, and nick is never very talkative so yeah.
i think maybe i'll go to be now.only ten hours till i need to go into work and i need at least ten to function properly. (8 will do in a pinch but 6 or 7 like when school starts KILLS me)
anyway. night all.
Today was long. i got called in to work. i only accepted because a) i need to pay back my parents adn oma and b) i would have gotten killed if i didn't. SO that was kinda shitty, still i had an (dare i say it?) ok time there.twas a bit hot but still not bad. i get to do it all again to..day i guess. 12:00 to 5:00. though if they call again on monday i will say no. gotta start slow my first week back on the job.
When i got home i was so thirsty i drank like two glasses of ginger ale thus ruining my already ruined appetite (i had two cans of pepsi on break. i find it helps me not die) so when "dinner" (it was whatever was left from my sister's mac and cheese) rolled around and i wasn't hungry i got yelled at and accused of having and eating disorder. again. they were all like. don't you know how underweight you are?!?!?. of course i do. i know that i weigh less than basically everyone i know other than kristina and emily. of course that worries me but i can't fucking do anythign about it. i eat when i'm hungry and apparently not enough to cause me to gain wieght. seriously. i went to germany and i came back weighing 1 pound LESS than i did when i left. how the fuck does that happen? i go to the land of fat and i lose a fucking pound. For the record. i didn't not eat over in germany, i ate a lot.maybe i have worms or something. who knows.
anyway, no one else is online anymore. well at least no one that talks to me. emily has been giving me the silent treatment, and nick is never very talkative so yeah.
i think maybe i'll go to be now.only ten hours till i need to go into work and i need at least ten to function properly. (8 will do in a pinch but 6 or 7 like when school starts KILLS me)
anyway. night all.