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Went to Robbs and saw Final Destination 2. AFter seeing it.....i was too scared to go on the highway. what a gory movie. i HATE seeing accidents and such...or people in pain and the movie made me teary eyed cuz it was like seeing how people looked like when dying or dead in detail. i was thinking all about the possible terrorism and 911....and the accidents i always see on my way to and from somewhere on highways. NEXT subject.
I am so darn sensitive and lack self esteem. i hate it. im STILL trying to fix that. robb tells me im thin and i dont need to lose weight....but when he says im "average" in weight as a joke...i start to cry and i think..damn...i GOTTA look like a skeloton just to know im thin. i obviosly dont wanna look like a skeloton....but its how i think when im at "thata state of mind".
speaking of.......
Atkins diet=did great this weekend. robb keeps forgetting im on it and says "you want a sandwich, candy, fruit, milk?" every carb under the sun....but i was not tempted =)
I am so darn sensitive and lack self esteem. i hate it. im STILL trying to fix that. robb tells me im thin and i dont need to lose weight....but when he says im "average" in weight as a joke...i start to cry and i think..damn...i GOTTA look like a skeloton just to know im thin. i obviosly dont wanna look like a skeloton....but its how i think when im at "thata state of mind".
speaking of.......
Atkins diet=did great this weekend. robb keeps forgetting im on it and says "you want a sandwich, candy, fruit, milk?" every carb under the sun....but i was not tempted =)