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I'm just about to mentally pop.

I'm going to kill this fucking fruit fly, fail my exam, fail university, kill someone.

My finger hurts

how is it that i can be doing okish for once and then i call home and it falls apart again. mums are so good at making you feel loved that it makes you cry. my mum didnt want to hang up because she misses me and it made me so teary eyed that i had to say goodbye really quickly and hang up so that i could burst into tears.

i hate lying to them, i dont know what to tell them when i get home

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