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Yeah I'm really really bored. All I have done today is practice dance. Because dress rehearsal sucked so so so bad. Everyone forgot what they were doing on the jazz dance. It was so bad I heard some little kid in the audience scream they suck. I dunno what really came over us but girls were falling and I just stood there most the time saying what the hell. The recital better not go like that. Anyway besides dance nothing is really going on at all. Well besides Ezzy getting in tomorrow and the American Apathy show tomorrow. I won't be able to see Hooch for god only knows how long because of this stupid dance shit. I have decided to tell my mom about him though well... eventually prolly in September lol. I just know she'll freak out on me. I think all this lying and sneaking around is making me sick because I always feel so guilty. I stopped eating for like 3 days I would just eat bits and pieces of stuff but then I finally got to the point where I was going to pass out. So I went over to Hooch's and he made me eat so now I'm eating again thank god.