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i will kiss the devil on his tounge.
plans to quit sucking at life are in order. after staying drunk for over 24 hours you tend to learn things. looking down at my daisy duke cut offs that some scissor happy motherfucker made for me. my pant legs still on like a set of denem leg-warmers. i scratched my aching head and knew the second that i started moving i would feel inspired to vomit the bacon cheese burger that i over drew my checking account just to be able to afford.
heartache has really got some sustain. it's those kick in the side reminders about how she's back in a relationship and im off getting drunk in my unemployment and educationless chapter (still).
my heart still beats and pumps blood through my arteries that im happily poisoning through my lungs on a daily basis. stright edge life was so much more optomistic. even at age 16 when i deprived myself of all available sleep to go make out just outside of my driveway. lie in bed untill after 3pm and establish that im just not fitting in the way i wanted to. it still feels alot more simple in retrospect.
im really happy to have a sibling. she's still here to love and appreciate her big brother even when the world feels void of conventional friendship.
plans to quit sucking at life are in order. after staying drunk for over 24 hours you tend to learn things. looking down at my daisy duke cut offs that some scissor happy motherfucker made for me. my pant legs still on like a set of denem leg-warmers. i scratched my aching head and knew the second that i started moving i would feel inspired to vomit the bacon cheese burger that i over drew my checking account just to be able to afford.
heartache has really got some sustain. it's those kick in the side reminders about how she's back in a relationship and im off getting drunk in my unemployment and educationless chapter (still).
my heart still beats and pumps blood through my arteries that im happily poisoning through my lungs on a daily basis. stright edge life was so much more optomistic. even at age 16 when i deprived myself of all available sleep to go make out just outside of my driveway. lie in bed untill after 3pm and establish that im just not fitting in the way i wanted to. it still feels alot more simple in retrospect.
im really happy to have a sibling. she's still here to love and appreciate her big brother even when the world feels void of conventional friendship.