Jul 19, 2005 22:15
Well ~ my best friend Shauna is now in drug Rehab for next 2 weeks. I'm going to visit her on Saturday...
So. I don't know what it is with the young guys lately, but I keep ending up in weird situations with them...
Last night I hung out with this kid Brenden. He's only 18, and lives way the fuck in Puyallup. We had met a long time ago at a frat party- where we were both getting really stoned (at Figi's). He seemed cool, but I had no idea he was GAY.
We've been chatting on AIM a lot lately, and he's slowly been opening up to me about his 'stuff'. He's so not like anyone I've ever been acquainted with before. Taller, kinda skinny, really cute, very straight acting- he kinda talks like he's a thug ~ smokes a lot of weed, and is still hooking up with girls (although I'm pretty sure he's completely gay). All of his friends are straight, and he's not really out to anyone...
We met up last night and smoked a bowl at my house....ended up talking for hours. Then things just started heating up. We made out all freakin night (among other things). I'm still kinda in shock about this...because he seems so freakin straight.
He was all over me ~ which is so weird considering Nathan was always such a prick. It's not a bragging thing, it's more like me in complete disbelief. I kept feeling weird about his age for a while, but then after things got 'comfortable', those feelings just sorta tapered off. lol.
OMG I don't know what to do. This is by far the weirdest situation I've been in with a guy pretty much ever. He really wants to hang out again....I'm not complaining...kept talking about wanting to 'go all the way' (which we didn't), and said he wanted to wait...so we'd both have something to look forward to...hehe.
At one point during the night (in the middle of heatedness) he started joking about only being 16. I started having a serious panic attack. ~ I figured he was joking, but finally ended up grabbing his wallet and checking his ID. LOL. Thank God it really was a joke.
I realize I'm only 3 years older, but come on....lots of stuff happens in those 3 years. And I remember what I was like when I was 18....lol...
This is way too funny...