I can't explain...
Some things just happen. You know what's funny is that none of this would have happened if she wasn't leaving. The only reason I even started anything was because I knew she was leaving in a month. Who would have thought anything would become of it in that time. What did happen? Everything. We went everywhere and back during that month. Funny really. Sometimes you just say words to make someone feel better. You want to reciprocate their feelings, even if you don't feel the same way. Who would have thought those words would become the truth. I mean, is it even possible to feel this way in only a month?
I do know one thing. She left, and I wish so much that she didn't. None of this was supposed to happen. Not to me. I don't fall for girls.
To top it off she had a boyfriend. This was the full-proof plan to have fun for a bit. Well she dumped him...declared her undying love for me. No ego here, just regret. Don't regret that anything happened, just regret that I let her go. When she decided to move back with her dad, i guess life wasn't so pleasant. Next thing you know she is soooo happy. She had great roommates, great friends (nicole), and she had ME. I have no idea what I am supposed to feel now, what I am supposed to do now. No hole to crawl in, no rock to climb under. Guess we'll just see.
But as promised...I am definitely laying low. Girls come with drama. Alcohol is killing me inside. Think I need to limit my drinking to once or twice a week. Purvis told me we should avoid girls for a bit. For guys, we have way too much drama. Guess I am gonna listen to him. Besides I promised someone.
CHEERS!!! to absolutely nothing right now :(
I do know one thing. She left, and I wish so much that she didn't. None of this was supposed to happen. Not to me. I don't fall for girls.
To top it off she had a boyfriend. This was the full-proof plan to have fun for a bit. Well she dumped him...declared her undying love for me. No ego here, just regret. Don't regret that anything happened, just regret that I let her go. When she decided to move back with her dad, i guess life wasn't so pleasant. Next thing you know she is soooo happy. She had great roommates, great friends (nicole), and she had ME. I have no idea what I am supposed to feel now, what I am supposed to do now. No hole to crawl in, no rock to climb under. Guess we'll just see.
But as promised...I am definitely laying low. Girls come with drama. Alcohol is killing me inside. Think I need to limit my drinking to once or twice a week. Purvis told me we should avoid girls for a bit. For guys, we have way too much drama. Guess I am gonna listen to him. Besides I promised someone.
CHEERS!!! to absolutely nothing right now :(