yesterday's post that I forgot to post
Gregory and I are going to try to go to Kamakura Sun/Mon. I say "try" only because I don't want to get my hopes up because plans sometimes fall through, but I really want to go. I'm taking Fri/Sat off but I'm using it for the nat'l anthem gig so it's not a vacation. I really need one.
I feel so silly. I've probably been a bit over-emotional but hiding it well. I just don't know how to handle life at this intensity. It's like I need help but I'd feel like an ass asking anyone. And what kind of help? I feel like, after years of swimming, I've finally found the current and now I'm caught up in it; I no longer have to propel myself, but I have to guide myself so as not to slam into a rock. All I'd have to do is sleep in on Saturday and my singing career would be over.
Anyway. *tangent*
The thought of going back to the States and rebuilding everything is a bit daunting. I'd probably move to L.A., but I can't really see myself leaving right now.
I need a haircut. Haven't had a proper (professional) one in...three years?
My life is full to the brim. Does anyone know of a good contact database (shareware)?
I feel so silly. I've probably been a bit over-emotional but hiding it well. I just don't know how to handle life at this intensity. It's like I need help but I'd feel like an ass asking anyone. And what kind of help? I feel like, after years of swimming, I've finally found the current and now I'm caught up in it; I no longer have to propel myself, but I have to guide myself so as not to slam into a rock. All I'd have to do is sleep in on Saturday and my singing career would be over.
Anyway. *tangent*
The thought of going back to the States and rebuilding everything is a bit daunting. I'd probably move to L.A., but I can't really see myself leaving right now.
I need a haircut. Haven't had a proper (professional) one in...three years?
My life is full to the brim. Does anyone know of a good contact database (shareware)?