Aug 17, 2007 23:56
Even when I get enough sleep I feel like I'm going to pass out in the middle of class.
I feel like I'm getting buried in work. I haven't played music in days. My tendonitis is flaring madly. My TMJ too. I think it's tension. Been getting headaches.
My hair is so heavy, it would be a relief to shave it. But everyone says it's so beauuutiful...
The path ahead of me has a fork in it. But anticipating the fork, I turned off the path too soon. Now I'm wandering around this lovely wooded area, intrigued and confused. I hope my compass still works.
My compass is my logic. I feel that's the only thing that's going to get me out of this mess. I have to decided where I am and where I'm going. I have started by making charts.
Feelings are stupid. And this whole ordeal has made me act like a 12 year old. The only thing that keeps my head above water is my need to be better than other people. Again with the being 12.
work,
life,
stress,
hair,
tendonitis,
love,
geos