Reflections, reflections everywhere
See, breaking up is actually very easy to do if you do it online.
Greg was all "I was trying to sweep you off your feet," and now he's all "It's over but do you still want that ep of Heroes?"
So what, now I get to actually use him rather than just feeling like I am? And interesting how he sounded annoyed, then angry, now nothing. And now I'm the one getting upset over him. Is that like justice or something? The second he decides to walk away I wake up? He also said that I might sweep him off his feet. The thing is, I could if I really wanted to. But he's right. I'm right, everyone's right. I should just let this one be.
So this leaves me to wonder...is the fact that I haven't had a real (non-long-distance) relationship in 2 years due to my inability to maintain/have one? Or because I'm smart enough to not have (or subconsciously not want) one? Maybe finally my priorities are in order. Or a big fat defense mech.
I hope I get over this illness fast so I can go out and live my life, not just reflect about it at home, or read about other people's fascinating lives.
Greg was all "I was trying to sweep you off your feet," and now he's all "It's over but do you still want that ep of Heroes?"
So what, now I get to actually use him rather than just feeling like I am? And interesting how he sounded annoyed, then angry, now nothing. And now I'm the one getting upset over him. Is that like justice or something? The second he decides to walk away I wake up? He also said that I might sweep him off his feet. The thing is, I could if I really wanted to. But he's right. I'm right, everyone's right. I should just let this one be.
So this leaves me to wonder...is the fact that I haven't had a real (non-long-distance) relationship in 2 years due to my inability to maintain/have one? Or because I'm smart enough to not have (or subconsciously not want) one? Maybe finally my priorities are in order. Or a big fat defense mech.
I hope I get over this illness fast so I can go out and live my life, not just reflect about it at home, or read about other people's fascinating lives.