i'm tired

[robinyukiko]

People I got to see:

Avery
Jason
Eric
Dawn
Kevin O.
Naomi
Angela
Jarred
Analia
Suha
Leon
Ruchita
Bob

I didn't get to see Kevin A. in Tampa or Ashleigh. And I didn't see Andrew. ANDREW. Best friend? I threw him a bon voyage party when he went to Ecuador for two months. Trying not to be hurt. I mean, I know he's a caring person. He brought me stuff when I was sick last year. He um, bought his girlfriend a laptop for her birthday. So yeah, he can be a thoughtful guy...just not when it counts, apparently. Anyway.

There were a bunch of other people I either forgot to call or didn't get a chance to call. I did a lot of banking stuff which was not fun at all.

I've been so stressed and moody and emo that I've been the bad version of myself. The needy, selfish, self-pitying (oh, and lethargic) baby me. I hate it and I hope I get over it as soon as I step on that plane (or sooner).

Okay, enough of this. I should go pack. Some more. I...I'm so depressed I feel sick.

new news: Avery and Dawn are coming over. That should help.