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Title: Dreamer
Author: me
Rating: R?
Pairing: Joe/Kevin/Nick
A/N: Uhm...There's really not plot, but it's not smut either...I'm not sure what the hell this is. Just read and be happy.
Nick sighs as he looks out of the window. It’s raining today. Nick likes the rain, because it makes him feel like maybe the rain can wash away his problems. He watches as an ambulance passes by the house and he follows it with his eyes until it turns the corner and disappears from his sight.
“Hey Nick, what’s up?” Joe says as he makes himself comfortable in the chair beside Nick. Nick turns his head, acknowledging his brother, before turning back to the window. It’s raining harder now and it’s a little difficult seeing beyond the blur of the water running down the window.
Nick’s attention falls on a droplet of water. It’s a little droplet; just barely staying where it is, defying gravity, but a bigger droplet is slowly making its way towards the little droplet. They collide together and become one, just long enough for the weight of the two to send them both to their impending doom at the bottom of the window.
Nick knows that Joe is watching him. Joe always watches him, making sure that he’s not going to kill himself or something dumb like that. He needs to just go away. It’s really none of his business if Nick wants to be sad, or unhappy. But Nick loves his brother, so he puts his mind at ease by looking at him and smiling.
“Let’s go get some ice cream.” He says in mock excitement. Joe squints at him, as if he’s not sure he should act like he buys the face normalcy, but eventually smiles back and nods.
They take Joe’s car, because Nick’s is too recognizable and, to be completely honest, Joe is a great driver. The ice cream shop they love to go to isn’t too far away and they get there just in time to beat the afternoon rush, which will still happen because, even though it’s raining, it’s still ridiculously hot.
They order their treats and then sit down in a small booth that’s just big enough for the two of them. They don’t worry about being seen here because no one really cares if the Jonas Brothers come to this little shop because the people that own it have been family friends since before they were famous along with all of the other people in the neighborhood. And even is paparazzi did follow them here, they aren’t doing anything wrong, just having some ice cream and chatting.
Nick puts all of his attention into eating his ice cream. He doesn’t even look at Joe until Joe reaches across the table and grabs his chin, forcing him to look at his older brother. Joe’s hand is hot on Nick’s skin and his fingers are calloused. Nick has to hold back a moan.
“Nicky, what’s with you?” Joe’s voice is low and demanding. He’s worried about Nick and he has every right to be, even though he has no right to be.
Nick wants to tell him that everything’s okay, but it’s not. Nothing is okay. Everything is most certainly not okay. But Joe doesn’t need to know that. Joe can be blissfully unaware of everything that is wrong, because Nick loves him too much to involve him in anything.
So Nick forces a faint smile and mummers “I’m low today.” Joe releases his grip on the younger boys chin and gives him an unbelieving snarl. But he drops the subject and just nods his head towards the ice cream, telling Nick to finish it.
They get home kind of late. For some reason they spent several hours just sitting at the ice cream shop. They weren’t even talking, they were just being. When Nick walks up to his room, Joe stays down stairs. Nick’s glad. He loves Joe, but sometimes he just wants to get too involved.
He goes straight to bed; because it’s late enough for him to go to bed without anyone worrying that he’s sick or something. And like most nights, he just lies there, waiting for morning to come; drifting in and out of restless sleep phases.
It’s really really late when his door opens. He’s partly awake, but still in that part of sleep where he’s not entirely sure if he’s dreaming or not. He feels his bed dip and then the back of his neck is being kissed by a soft pair of lips.
They’re warm and wet and comforting, as they move slowly down his unclothed back, leaving a burning trail in their wake. There are hands on him now; calloused and big on his skin, making him shiver as they slid slowly down his sides and over his back.
Nick’s breathing hitches when the hands begin pulling down his pajama pants, and they stop their movements for a brief moment before continuing on. Nick’s naked now and the hands are moving in slow circles over his skin. He hears the pop of a bottle opening and then he feels oil on his back.
He lets out a deep moan when he realizes that the oil is warming instantly on his skin, making his muscles relax against his will. He feels the hands move up and down over his skin, massaging magically, kneading out his sore back.
He’s being flipped over now, and he allows his body to be turned, and the hands are working over his chest and abs now. Each hand is moving in large circles over his entire front, slicking his skin with the warming oil and making him moan out in pleasure.
His eyes struggle to open, because it just feels so nice and he hasn’t slept properly in so long. But he wants to stay awake for this. He wants to consciously feel someone touching him like this, before he fades to black in a dreamless sleep. He fails, his eyes refuse to open and every sensation of his massage fades into nothingness as sleep takes over his exhausted body.
When he wakes up, he’s warm and comfortable. The window is letting in a murky, musky grey light and the air smells of rain again. He snuggles into his bed contently until a moan makes him release his pillow, which he realizes is a body.
He instinctively moves back until another body groans and scares him forward into the original body. He gasps loudly as Joe turns over and faces him. His face is thick with sleep, but he’s smiling.
“Mornin’ Nicky.” He whispers softly. Nick’s heart is beating fast and he’s not sure whether he should get up or stay. He releases a confused smile and then jumps as the body behind him pulls him close, so that they are in a spooning position.
Warm lips meet his sensitive neck skin again and he closes his eyes, enjoying it. “How are you feeling, Nick?” Kevin’s voice is soft and kind. Nick forces his eyes open and he nods his head in answer to his oldest brother’s question.
Joe and Kevin spend the morning kissing and cuddling Nick’s body until he feels so loved that he might honestly burst from it all. He just feels so good. Joe keeps running his hands down Nick’s chest and Kevin keeps his lips permanently attached to Nick’s skin, and it’s all just so nice and amazing. Nick thinks that he actually ended up purring, he was so content.
Unfortunately, morning has to turn to afternoon. Kevin has to head down to the recording studio to put some backup vocals on the album and Joe wants to go hang out with Mandy before they have to go back on tour.
Nick almost cries when Joe gets up to get changed, but Kevin’s still there, holding him. So Nick turns around to face him and Kevin is smiling in a way that makes Nick’s heart soar. Kevin places a simple kiss to the tip of Nick’s nose and then traces the younger boy’s lips with his finger slowly.
“You want to come to the studio with me? We can hang out when I’m done.” Kevin’s voice is calm and slow sounding. Nick sighs and nods his head. He doesn’t want to be alone, even though he would rather just stay in bed with the two of them all day.
Joe ends up meeting them at the ice cream shop after Kevin is done with the tracks and Mandy has to go to dinner. Kevin has made sure that Nick’s sugar is perfect so Nick can just get water without either of them freaking out on him.
They sit and talk for a long time, just trying to figure things out. Nick only speaks up when Joe asks if they should keep doing what they did last night. Even though nothing really happened, it’s still not normal for two brothers to go and massage their younger brother, and then they all wake up tangled together, kissing and cuddling.
“I don’t want to stop. It felt nice.” Was all Nick said, and the topic was settled.
He wakes up in Kevin’s arms. Kevin’s been awake and he’s smiling at Nick when he opens his eyes.
“Where’s Joe?” The question is barely audible, but before Kevin gets a chance to answer, Joe walks in with a trey of food. Nick turns and smiles when he sees all of the food on the trey. Joe’s an amazing cook, despite what people think.
Kevin kisses Nick’s cheek and then sits up, pulling Nick into a sitting position in his lap. Joe smiles at the two of them and hands Kevin the trey of food, before crawling back into the bed. Nick can’t stop smiling, as Kevin feeds him breakfast while Joe draws invisible shapes on his thigh.
This is the routine for a few days, and every day Nick wakes up with a smile on his face. It’s all so perfect and nice. He wants to climb to the top of a mountain and just scream, he’s just so happy.
“Nick, can I try something?” Kevin is holding him on his bed, just rocking him back and forth. Nick turns his head upward and smiles, nodding.
Kevin pushes Nick up and away before closing his hand around the side of Nick’s jaw, and drawing the younger boy close. Nick’s eyes are wide and his heart speeds up, chest rising and falling swiftly until Kevin’s soft lips and pressing to his own.
Kevin moves his lips skillfully over Nick’s, nipping and massaging until Nick lets out a whimper. The opening of his lips is just enough for Kevin to sneak his tongue in between and flick around inside of Nick’s mouth.
Nick moans and pushes his body into Kevin’s. Kevin groans and suddenly the kiss has changed pace. It’s fast and desperate, teeth clashing, tongues tangling until Kevin has to pull away, panting uncontrollably. Nick whines at the loss of contact, but is panting too.
When Kevin finally looks at Nick, he smiles softly. “Sorry, got a little carried away there.” Nick lets out a breathy laugh and nods his head. He leans over and connects his lips with Kevin’s softly just as Joe walks into the room.
Nick pulls away from Kevin slowly, smiling at the oldest boy and then turns to Joe, who stopped in his tracks. His mouth is open, eyes wide and forming bulge in his pants. Nick giggles.
“Come here, Joey.” Kevin says softly. Joe makes his way to the bed. He crawls up to Kevin, staring at Nick the whole time. Kevin puts his hands on both of their necks and crashes their lips together quickly. Nick’s not sure what came over him, but the moment Joe’s lips were on his, he lunged forward into the older boy, knocking him flat on his back.
Their kiss was brutal and unforgiving, bruising and fast. Hands were roaming everywhere and moans were escaping them continuously. Joe rips Nick’s shirt off, in attempt to get it off, and now Kevin’s lips are on Nick’s back and neck.
He squeals at the feel and tears his lips from Joe’s and maneuvers his body so that he is beneath both boys and can catch Kevin’s lips again. Joe’s moved down to his neck and chest, kissing and sucking lightly making the youngest boy squeal in approval.
Kevin groans at the noises Nick’s making and starts moving his hips in circles, trying to find some friction. Nick moans when he feels Kevin’s erection on his thigh, but he nearly screams when Joe starts palming him through his boxers.
Kevin sits up, kissing Nick while he moves his own hand down to help Joe. They pull Nick’s boxers down and now he’s throwing his head back and dying as the feel of two very strong hands tug and coax him into bliss.
Joe is pumping hard and fast, twisting and squeezing perfectly, while Kevin’s busy rolling Nick’s balls around and stroking the smooth skin just below them. Nick’s mouth is thrown wide open, he’s trying to remember to breath and trying to make this pleasure last longer.
Kevin leans down from Nick’s chest and now has his tongue and lips all over the youngest boys’ balls, sucking and licking while Joe pumps and twists just so. Nick’s breathing is speeding up and shortening all at once. His stomach is doing a million flips in a second and his toes curl as he shoots hard and long, rewarding his brother’s masterful tactics.
Nick groans as Joe lets his softening cock fall from his hand and Kevin sits up. They both kiss him and he sighs contently. Nick is vaguely aware of Kevin and Joe finishing each other off, as he starts to drift into a peaceful sleep.
For the first time in over two years, Nick dreams. He doesn’t remember the dream, but he knows that he dreams. The blackness that consumed his sleep disappeared and he wakes up to his brother’s wrapped around his body. Joe’s head is on his chest, Kevin’s head is right up against his own face, and Kevin’s hand is resting on Joe’s head.
This is perfection.
Author: me
Rating: R?
Pairing: Joe/Kevin/Nick
A/N: Uhm...There's really not plot, but it's not smut either...I'm not sure what the hell this is. Just read and be happy.
Nick sighs as he looks out of the window. It’s raining today. Nick likes the rain, because it makes him feel like maybe the rain can wash away his problems. He watches as an ambulance passes by the house and he follows it with his eyes until it turns the corner and disappears from his sight.
“Hey Nick, what’s up?” Joe says as he makes himself comfortable in the chair beside Nick. Nick turns his head, acknowledging his brother, before turning back to the window. It’s raining harder now and it’s a little difficult seeing beyond the blur of the water running down the window.
Nick’s attention falls on a droplet of water. It’s a little droplet; just barely staying where it is, defying gravity, but a bigger droplet is slowly making its way towards the little droplet. They collide together and become one, just long enough for the weight of the two to send them both to their impending doom at the bottom of the window.
Nick knows that Joe is watching him. Joe always watches him, making sure that he’s not going to kill himself or something dumb like that. He needs to just go away. It’s really none of his business if Nick wants to be sad, or unhappy. But Nick loves his brother, so he puts his mind at ease by looking at him and smiling.
“Let’s go get some ice cream.” He says in mock excitement. Joe squints at him, as if he’s not sure he should act like he buys the face normalcy, but eventually smiles back and nods.
They take Joe’s car, because Nick’s is too recognizable and, to be completely honest, Joe is a great driver. The ice cream shop they love to go to isn’t too far away and they get there just in time to beat the afternoon rush, which will still happen because, even though it’s raining, it’s still ridiculously hot.
They order their treats and then sit down in a small booth that’s just big enough for the two of them. They don’t worry about being seen here because no one really cares if the Jonas Brothers come to this little shop because the people that own it have been family friends since before they were famous along with all of the other people in the neighborhood. And even is paparazzi did follow them here, they aren’t doing anything wrong, just having some ice cream and chatting.
Nick puts all of his attention into eating his ice cream. He doesn’t even look at Joe until Joe reaches across the table and grabs his chin, forcing him to look at his older brother. Joe’s hand is hot on Nick’s skin and his fingers are calloused. Nick has to hold back a moan.
“Nicky, what’s with you?” Joe’s voice is low and demanding. He’s worried about Nick and he has every right to be, even though he has no right to be.
Nick wants to tell him that everything’s okay, but it’s not. Nothing is okay. Everything is most certainly not okay. But Joe doesn’t need to know that. Joe can be blissfully unaware of everything that is wrong, because Nick loves him too much to involve him in anything.
So Nick forces a faint smile and mummers “I’m low today.” Joe releases his grip on the younger boys chin and gives him an unbelieving snarl. But he drops the subject and just nods his head towards the ice cream, telling Nick to finish it.
They get home kind of late. For some reason they spent several hours just sitting at the ice cream shop. They weren’t even talking, they were just being. When Nick walks up to his room, Joe stays down stairs. Nick’s glad. He loves Joe, but sometimes he just wants to get too involved.
He goes straight to bed; because it’s late enough for him to go to bed without anyone worrying that he’s sick or something. And like most nights, he just lies there, waiting for morning to come; drifting in and out of restless sleep phases.
It’s really really late when his door opens. He’s partly awake, but still in that part of sleep where he’s not entirely sure if he’s dreaming or not. He feels his bed dip and then the back of his neck is being kissed by a soft pair of lips.
They’re warm and wet and comforting, as they move slowly down his unclothed back, leaving a burning trail in their wake. There are hands on him now; calloused and big on his skin, making him shiver as they slid slowly down his sides and over his back.
Nick’s breathing hitches when the hands begin pulling down his pajama pants, and they stop their movements for a brief moment before continuing on. Nick’s naked now and the hands are moving in slow circles over his skin. He hears the pop of a bottle opening and then he feels oil on his back.
He lets out a deep moan when he realizes that the oil is warming instantly on his skin, making his muscles relax against his will. He feels the hands move up and down over his skin, massaging magically, kneading out his sore back.
He’s being flipped over now, and he allows his body to be turned, and the hands are working over his chest and abs now. Each hand is moving in large circles over his entire front, slicking his skin with the warming oil and making him moan out in pleasure.
His eyes struggle to open, because it just feels so nice and he hasn’t slept properly in so long. But he wants to stay awake for this. He wants to consciously feel someone touching him like this, before he fades to black in a dreamless sleep. He fails, his eyes refuse to open and every sensation of his massage fades into nothingness as sleep takes over his exhausted body.
When he wakes up, he’s warm and comfortable. The window is letting in a murky, musky grey light and the air smells of rain again. He snuggles into his bed contently until a moan makes him release his pillow, which he realizes is a body.
He instinctively moves back until another body groans and scares him forward into the original body. He gasps loudly as Joe turns over and faces him. His face is thick with sleep, but he’s smiling.
“Mornin’ Nicky.” He whispers softly. Nick’s heart is beating fast and he’s not sure whether he should get up or stay. He releases a confused smile and then jumps as the body behind him pulls him close, so that they are in a spooning position.
Warm lips meet his sensitive neck skin again and he closes his eyes, enjoying it. “How are you feeling, Nick?” Kevin’s voice is soft and kind. Nick forces his eyes open and he nods his head in answer to his oldest brother’s question.
Joe and Kevin spend the morning kissing and cuddling Nick’s body until he feels so loved that he might honestly burst from it all. He just feels so good. Joe keeps running his hands down Nick’s chest and Kevin keeps his lips permanently attached to Nick’s skin, and it’s all just so nice and amazing. Nick thinks that he actually ended up purring, he was so content.
Unfortunately, morning has to turn to afternoon. Kevin has to head down to the recording studio to put some backup vocals on the album and Joe wants to go hang out with Mandy before they have to go back on tour.
Nick almost cries when Joe gets up to get changed, but Kevin’s still there, holding him. So Nick turns around to face him and Kevin is smiling in a way that makes Nick’s heart soar. Kevin places a simple kiss to the tip of Nick’s nose and then traces the younger boy’s lips with his finger slowly.
“You want to come to the studio with me? We can hang out when I’m done.” Kevin’s voice is calm and slow sounding. Nick sighs and nods his head. He doesn’t want to be alone, even though he would rather just stay in bed with the two of them all day.
Joe ends up meeting them at the ice cream shop after Kevin is done with the tracks and Mandy has to go to dinner. Kevin has made sure that Nick’s sugar is perfect so Nick can just get water without either of them freaking out on him.
They sit and talk for a long time, just trying to figure things out. Nick only speaks up when Joe asks if they should keep doing what they did last night. Even though nothing really happened, it’s still not normal for two brothers to go and massage their younger brother, and then they all wake up tangled together, kissing and cuddling.
“I don’t want to stop. It felt nice.” Was all Nick said, and the topic was settled.
He wakes up in Kevin’s arms. Kevin’s been awake and he’s smiling at Nick when he opens his eyes.
“Where’s Joe?” The question is barely audible, but before Kevin gets a chance to answer, Joe walks in with a trey of food. Nick turns and smiles when he sees all of the food on the trey. Joe’s an amazing cook, despite what people think.
Kevin kisses Nick’s cheek and then sits up, pulling Nick into a sitting position in his lap. Joe smiles at the two of them and hands Kevin the trey of food, before crawling back into the bed. Nick can’t stop smiling, as Kevin feeds him breakfast while Joe draws invisible shapes on his thigh.
This is the routine for a few days, and every day Nick wakes up with a smile on his face. It’s all so perfect and nice. He wants to climb to the top of a mountain and just scream, he’s just so happy.
“Nick, can I try something?” Kevin is holding him on his bed, just rocking him back and forth. Nick turns his head upward and smiles, nodding.
Kevin pushes Nick up and away before closing his hand around the side of Nick’s jaw, and drawing the younger boy close. Nick’s eyes are wide and his heart speeds up, chest rising and falling swiftly until Kevin’s soft lips and pressing to his own.
Kevin moves his lips skillfully over Nick’s, nipping and massaging until Nick lets out a whimper. The opening of his lips is just enough for Kevin to sneak his tongue in between and flick around inside of Nick’s mouth.
Nick moans and pushes his body into Kevin’s. Kevin groans and suddenly the kiss has changed pace. It’s fast and desperate, teeth clashing, tongues tangling until Kevin has to pull away, panting uncontrollably. Nick whines at the loss of contact, but is panting too.
When Kevin finally looks at Nick, he smiles softly. “Sorry, got a little carried away there.” Nick lets out a breathy laugh and nods his head. He leans over and connects his lips with Kevin’s softly just as Joe walks into the room.
Nick pulls away from Kevin slowly, smiling at the oldest boy and then turns to Joe, who stopped in his tracks. His mouth is open, eyes wide and forming bulge in his pants. Nick giggles.
“Come here, Joey.” Kevin says softly. Joe makes his way to the bed. He crawls up to Kevin, staring at Nick the whole time. Kevin puts his hands on both of their necks and crashes their lips together quickly. Nick’s not sure what came over him, but the moment Joe’s lips were on his, he lunged forward into the older boy, knocking him flat on his back.
Their kiss was brutal and unforgiving, bruising and fast. Hands were roaming everywhere and moans were escaping them continuously. Joe rips Nick’s shirt off, in attempt to get it off, and now Kevin’s lips are on Nick’s back and neck.
He squeals at the feel and tears his lips from Joe’s and maneuvers his body so that he is beneath both boys and can catch Kevin’s lips again. Joe’s moved down to his neck and chest, kissing and sucking lightly making the youngest boy squeal in approval.
Kevin groans at the noises Nick’s making and starts moving his hips in circles, trying to find some friction. Nick moans when he feels Kevin’s erection on his thigh, but he nearly screams when Joe starts palming him through his boxers.
Kevin sits up, kissing Nick while he moves his own hand down to help Joe. They pull Nick’s boxers down and now he’s throwing his head back and dying as the feel of two very strong hands tug and coax him into bliss.
Joe is pumping hard and fast, twisting and squeezing perfectly, while Kevin’s busy rolling Nick’s balls around and stroking the smooth skin just below them. Nick’s mouth is thrown wide open, he’s trying to remember to breath and trying to make this pleasure last longer.
Kevin leans down from Nick’s chest and now has his tongue and lips all over the youngest boys’ balls, sucking and licking while Joe pumps and twists just so. Nick’s breathing is speeding up and shortening all at once. His stomach is doing a million flips in a second and his toes curl as he shoots hard and long, rewarding his brother’s masterful tactics.
Nick groans as Joe lets his softening cock fall from his hand and Kevin sits up. They both kiss him and he sighs contently. Nick is vaguely aware of Kevin and Joe finishing each other off, as he starts to drift into a peaceful sleep.
For the first time in over two years, Nick dreams. He doesn’t remember the dream, but he knows that he dreams. The blackness that consumed his sleep disappeared and he wakes up to his brother’s wrapped around his body. Joe’s head is on his chest, Kevin’s head is right up against his own face, and Kevin’s hand is resting on Joe’s head.
This is perfection.