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I hate how I always end up being the one trying to communicate with people. I wish people would try and communicate with me for once. I hate trying to talk to people and them just blow me off. Am I not worth the effort to talk to?! Why can people not return the friendship I give and offer them? Is my friendship not good enough? Why do people feel like they need to lie to me? Why is it that when I get upset at certain people, they try to turn it around so I end up looking and feeling like an ass? I have news for you: I'm fed up with it and things are going to have to start changing. I am not doing well as a back burner friend.