Cycles
Can't sleep. Najip is coming to film Front in about 3 hours so I'll have to leave the apartment( well, I don't HAVE to, but I'd rather; cameras scare me). But I started reading my livejournal archive, "from the very beginning", and realised that I started this journal almost 4 years ago, on November 5, 2003. I was going out with this Indonesian boy called Denny( who hates me to this day), had just started rehearsals for Cinderellah!, and had just gotten a role in Alfian Sa'at's Asian Boys Vol. 2. Less than two months later, my mom passed away. Many things happened immediately after that, and a new period of my life started. I met Glen, became much closer to Selena and gained a whole new group of friends who became my second family. My life seem to go in 4-year cycles. With the closing of Asian Boys Vol. 3, I sense the end of another cycle. It's just an intuition, and there's no telling whether this next cycle will be good or bad. It will be probably be just like the rest, a mixture of both, as life tends to be. But it is a time to think, to feel, to remember, to look ahead, and a time to enjoy every moment as I have always done. Here's to the next four years....