At least Saturday was fun...
Arg! Grr!
there were great deals of DRAMA up in this house today.
Mother's Day was not the happy thing it should have been: Dad kicked me out. There were tears.
Happy Mother's Day, Mum!
My father and i are in a competition to see who can win the most hubris and pride. but no matter who wins, we both lose.
we're kinda fucked up like that.
We worked it out, but only just. I swear, if it hadn't been Mother's Day, i would have walked and not looked back. Same on his end. Mom's the only thing that held us together.
No one in this family is right. we are all the happiest episode of a fucking Special Christmas Edition of Jerry Springer. All the hugs, all the drama, and none of the commercial breaks.
Meanwhile, i had internet for three hours. I watched a few episodes of some tv that i missed, and now i have to drive home.
so, you know, there's that.
*sigh*
I think Father's Day is going to involve a gift card, send from some undisclosed location, while i'm out of the state. or the country. Maybe the moon...
the damned-able thing is, it wouldn't hurt this much if i didn't love him so much.
again, wez fucked up.
oh, and my last job interview was nixed. so i have to start over this upcoming weekend. but i am one of those awesome people who enjoy screaming into the wind. um.. yeah, go me?
there were great deals of DRAMA up in this house today.
Mother's Day was not the happy thing it should have been: Dad kicked me out. There were tears.
Happy Mother's Day, Mum!
My father and i are in a competition to see who can win the most hubris and pride. but no matter who wins, we both lose.
we're kinda fucked up like that.
We worked it out, but only just. I swear, if it hadn't been Mother's Day, i would have walked and not looked back. Same on his end. Mom's the only thing that held us together.
No one in this family is right. we are all the happiest episode of a fucking Special Christmas Edition of Jerry Springer. All the hugs, all the drama, and none of the commercial breaks.
Meanwhile, i had internet for three hours. I watched a few episodes of some tv that i missed, and now i have to drive home.
so, you know, there's that.
*sigh*
I think Father's Day is going to involve a gift card, send from some undisclosed location, while i'm out of the state. or the country. Maybe the moon...
the damned-able thing is, it wouldn't hurt this much if i didn't love him so much.
again, wez fucked up.
oh, and my last job interview was nixed. so i have to start over this upcoming weekend. but i am one of those awesome people who enjoy screaming into the wind. um.. yeah, go me?