Jan 07, 2010 18:27
First couple grades from last semester are in, and they're both... fine. Neither is higher than expected nor drastically lower. I feel, mainly, relieved.
I have to say, though, that I'm very glad that I'm a few weeks and many happy memories removed from the extremely hard work I put into avoiding being devastated. Don't get me wrong, it's nice to not be crushed; to see my GPA just continue to inch down rather than to see it plummet.
But I can't help but feel a little disappointed that those sleepless nights, hours of reading, thousands of lines of text highlighted, and full month of being a crazy person didn't result in anything I actually feel proud of.
And that's more or less a microcosm for my entire law school experience, which is oh so depressing.