Feb 07, 2008 02:07
Shit.
Shit shit shit. fuck cunt motherfucker shit.
Ass raping donkeyfucking shit.
I fucked up.
I fucked up so hardcore this time.
I could seriously die by the end of the night.
I'm so far gone in my mind that I don't know what I could do.
It's 2:00 in the morning and I'm so fucked.
I'm bleeding in a lot of places...I'm really not sure right now...
My heart just fell over and died.
I am hurting inside so bad right now.
It's been a month but I am still hurting...or maybe I just started hurting...
Doesn't matter. I'm just hurting.
This is the first time I've ever thought about stopping.
Not before, when I fucked up. I should've thought about it then. But I didn't.
Before, she was there.
Now I'm by myself.
Now I'm alone.
Shit.