paige would have loved...
I've been watching glee. We never watched it, I got the first season because I ran out of other things to distract myself. Paige would have enjoyed it. I keep getting that. Things like that OK GO video with the dogs. Paige would have loved it. The same intimate understanding we had of each others' taste that would, three months ago, have lead me to forward a link to her or bring her to the computer to see something with me, that's still operating, only the impulse when it comes is like a punch in the heart. Paige would have loved this - but she'll never see it. I can't share it with her because she's gone.
And I feel so alone.
And I feel so alone.