hell

[robilicous]

this has been a terrible past couple days. just terrible. lets start with balling my eyes out friday night at my work party (a la chad), and then waking up at 6:00 a.m. to be at work at 6:45. Trying to back out of my friend ash's driveway at 6:40 to get to work, and my car making the worse noise on history. Needless to say it wasn't moving. I then went to work and worked my ass off in the storms and intense heat for 10 hours (at least made dece money) and through all 10 hours alls i wanted to do was go back to my car and pray to god it worked. It didn't. It decided to be locked in gears, and it needed to be towed. When it was towed it ended up having to be DRAGGED onto the tow truck. By 8:30 p.m. it was finally towed to the repair shot where the f'ing car had an apt already for monday morning because the check engine light was on. After, allie took me to culvers and they messed up my concrete. Heath is not cookie dough. Worst 24 hours of my life in months.

Yesterday i found out the transmission went. On top of what was wrong (although minor) with the chk engine light. On top of a new battery and a tune up and coolant hoses and belts. On top of the money i saved to pay for my tuition & books since i didn't want to take out an additional loan. On top of rent and utilities and water and cable. On top of chad texting and calling me every hour asking if we could go back to how we were pre-friday night. And duplicating every text four times since i don't answer.

No wonder my period was 2 days late.