today
okay. todays his birthday. the big 2-1. even on the 21st. and i've totally overthought this day out for the past month. - for nothing.
last friday i mailed out a birthday card, a kinda funny music one...and $21 in singles in it. part of his address was on facebook, so i did my best and just took the initiative. the card was cutesy, funny, and just a hint flirty. perfect. i wrote "don't forget to tip your bartenders!" Kayleigh
no heart. no love (god no). no dash. no anything else. the money was a bit ballsy, but hey, its his 21st and on my 18th he gave me 15 roses, a stuffed animal, and candy. whatever. i obviously still work with him, and he knows how much i make in tips so it was kinda funny.
i'm also a girl and read into everything x100, when hes a guy and well, just won't.
i also wrote him a text - "happy birthday, and maybe i'll give you whatever you like"... and in a text a second later "(the ringtone) haha" because last time he was over he wanted me to bluetooth him that ringtone..and i didn't cuz i didn' want too. stupid, i know. but its the little things right? right. and i just wanted to get out that playful vibe.
he texts me back 4 1/2 hours later. 'that would b nice!" seriously. & no word on the card.
i didn't think he was that much of an asshole lately. i decided if he doesn't text/call/anything me about the card by thursday i was going to text him and see what was up & further call him an asshole to his face. cuz thats kinda shitty.
actually, really really shitty. and i've had this idea (not too original, but whatever) planned since mid-september.
...next? this could be my pivitol moving on moment. could.
last friday i mailed out a birthday card, a kinda funny music one...and $21 in singles in it. part of his address was on facebook, so i did my best and just took the initiative. the card was cutesy, funny, and just a hint flirty. perfect. i wrote "don't forget to tip your bartenders!" Kayleigh
no heart. no love (god no). no dash. no anything else. the money was a bit ballsy, but hey, its his 21st and on my 18th he gave me 15 roses, a stuffed animal, and candy. whatever. i obviously still work with him, and he knows how much i make in tips so it was kinda funny.
i'm also a girl and read into everything x100, when hes a guy and well, just won't.
i also wrote him a text - "happy birthday, and maybe i'll give you whatever you like"... and in a text a second later "(the ringtone) haha" because last time he was over he wanted me to bluetooth him that ringtone..and i didn't cuz i didn' want too. stupid, i know. but its the little things right? right. and i just wanted to get out that playful vibe.
he texts me back 4 1/2 hours later. 'that would b nice!" seriously. & no word on the card.
i didn't think he was that much of an asshole lately. i decided if he doesn't text/call/anything me about the card by thursday i was going to text him and see what was up & further call him an asshole to his face. cuz thats kinda shitty.
actually, really really shitty. and i've had this idea (not too original, but whatever) planned since mid-september.
...next? this could be my pivitol moving on moment. could.