AKANISHI JIN POST.
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I DEDICATE THIS POST; TO THE ONE WHO IS THE LOVER OF MY FUTURE LOVER, AKANISHI JIN ♥
Okay, now you may wonder why I dedicated a post to this Mr. Independent, it is because of THIS. After watching that video just now, reminiscing all the wonder he had given me, yes he has been a part of my life, and more importantly, to my Ichiban's life, KAMENASHI KAZUYA ♥ ♥
First off, I have been in the KAT-TUN fandom for the past 2 years of my life, and I never regret knowing these people. I knew Jin when my friend, who was very much in love with him, was an avid fan and I was a noob.. Then she asked me to watch Music Station (at that time, Animax still airs that show.) It was around December 2007, and then I saw these jpop group, which my attention was focused earlier because I knew Jin from a friend, and I want to watch what's so special about that guy; and then THERE. I SAW HIM @_@ Gahhh. At first - I'll admit, that he wasn't the one who's really.. you know? I wasn't attracted at first sight. He was like, for me, a normal idol who's singing and all.. And of course, HE'S THE ONE MY FRIEND'S ADDICTED TO so I don't want to like him :)))) It might sound like.. I'm a traitor or something =p Anyways, I think they sang KEEP THE FAITH and YOROKOBI NO UTA right there, and they wore white costumes. Jin was wearing a fedora hat.. Yeah. I can still recall. And, he was awesome \:D/ Indeed. But one guy has really caught me off-guard; and that's KAZUYA ♥ ♥ ♥ Okay, back to Jin.. So, then I entered the fandom with my friend helping me to do so, and she made me watch YUKAN CLUB, OHGEEEEE, JIN WAS SO HOT RIGHT THERE O_O I can tell. He was really funny XD Right then and there, it where it all began.
I think what I really like in this guy, is he's very good-looking, a great hip-roller, HE IS SO HOT, GAWWDDAMN; and he does what he wants. He doesn't really like being told what to do, and even though he's like that, he's a BAKAnishi deep inside of him =)))) I can still remember when he said, 'CARSHRIMP', the epic, 'WHY JINNIFER?' and when he wore that panther suit :)) He was very energetic back then, so lively, he looked like he was so close with KAT-TUN, he was a dork, he laughs a lot, and he also teases a lot.. He is also good at playing soccer :DD I also like how he treats kids :-3 It makes me all fuzzy inside and make me "Awwwww!" ♥ He's really a friendly person, and his simle :> Yeah, there are really a million stuffs why we love this idiot :)
But what I dislike about him is, what he acts nowadays D: So many scandals, the AN-AN photoshoot which made me have my major breakdown system, and when he got back in Japan from America. It's like.. I dunno.. A feeling of, like, America changed him a lot? He's like more devoted to that country.. I dunno. I kind feel like it. And he parties `til morning, pictures of him smoking and smoking and drinking; his low-spirits whenever he's on TV.. DDD: It just saddens me coz' I'm a health-freak, and as all of you knows, IT'S DANGEROUS :| Yes, I want him to enjoy his youth, but I'm very concerned of his health and the way he acts right now. It's disturbing for me. You know? My friend who introduced me to KAT-TUN, the one I'm talking about earlier, was pretty shocked when and where he started acting that way. And the worst, the drug-rumor issue with a connection to him X( It really gave my other friend a depression, and that's where they decided to go :(( So sad but yeah.. I have no right to call them FAKE FANS, coz' they really, REALLY LOVED JIN from my experiences with them. It's just that.. Jin doesn't act like much of an idol, you know? And I understand that, but as you see, he's a public image. Don't you think it's better to just secure his private life than to spread it to the public?
I don't hate him either because KAME LOVES HIM, and I'm a fan of KAT-TUN, especially him. It also came to a time where I was falling hard on him than Kame, co'z of his AWESOME SINGING VOICE ORZZZZZZZZZZ *_________* He is amazing, bb. I tell you. I can't hate him because I'm an akame fan ♥ And when he thrusts his hips like that, OHYEAAAAAAH THAT'S WHERE MY LIFE ENDS XX_XX But it's just from my point of view, his negative sides and positive sides. We all have that sides within us, and I just want to share what I think about this guy. No hard feelings.
I just wish that, in the near future, his silly-ness will come back, and so is his dorky self, and his HAIR XD How I despise that long hair of his, it's not pleasing me D: The fedora hat has got to go, JIN. It's not hot anymore when it's covering half of your face :| And less scandals, please? :) I hope 2010 could do much more in making your life worthwhile. Yeah you can do what you want; I'll support you no matter what. But sometimes, I really want you to go SOLO :(( It's like, you're very lonely when you're with KAT-TUN, and it saddens me a lot :( Please be happy. We love you to bits!! ♥ ♥ ♥
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Just a little something before I end this looooong post of mine:
STAY CLASSY, JIN. 8D