Thoughts.
I have so much to say.
The last few days I have completely realized how much I miss high school. Not so much high school but more like certain people. I terribly miss Cannon, Plummers, Adamson, Girzone... and my friends. The friends that are better than college because of the history there, the past that is there, etc.
I really have thought about living at home for the summer this past week, but then I realize that I can't. I have responsibilities here. And Brian is here, which counts an incredible amount.
When we were in Orlando (I'll update about THAT later) Brian and I kept running into softball teams (there was a tournament there). At one point we were in a show and one of the participants was there w/her team. Tears formed but I held them from falling. I miss it. But I miss the high school version of it. I miss catching for Betsy, Shaylene at 1st, Katie at short, Michelle and Ashley in the outfield. Of course, Pipes, Curtis, Amanda, Eyles.. the list goes on.
Read through LJs of the past - and realize I was unhappy in hgih school. But it must say something that I'd still go back. In fact, I would trade everything (except Brian) to go back.
That says something...
The last few days I have completely realized how much I miss high school. Not so much high school but more like certain people. I terribly miss Cannon, Plummers, Adamson, Girzone... and my friends. The friends that are better than college because of the history there, the past that is there, etc.
I really have thought about living at home for the summer this past week, but then I realize that I can't. I have responsibilities here. And Brian is here, which counts an incredible amount.
When we were in Orlando (I'll update about THAT later) Brian and I kept running into softball teams (there was a tournament there). At one point we were in a show and one of the participants was there w/her team. Tears formed but I held them from falling. I miss it. But I miss the high school version of it. I miss catching for Betsy, Shaylene at 1st, Katie at short, Michelle and Ashley in the outfield. Of course, Pipes, Curtis, Amanda, Eyles.. the list goes on.
Read through LJs of the past - and realize I was unhappy in hgih school. But it must say something that I'd still go back. In fact, I would trade everything (except Brian) to go back.
That says something...