I've got scurvy.
I feel like I've been drinking too much, so tonight I didn't and I think I benefitted from it.
Naturally, it is boring at first, but then people start talking.
Chris and I sat by Lianne's lighted fish pond on a little bench, just talking about everything. Now of course he was extremely drunk, but we had a very indept conversation. I found that we have the exact same view on life, which is so very refreshing because I know everyone else around us is lost in something else. Not to say that, that is a bad thing. I just feel that as of lately, or more so I have noticed lately that the things people hold in high regard are the most trivial aspects of life. Chris and I were unable to fathom why people do the things they do. I feel like at this point people should have grown up, gotten over their ridiculous insecurities, and just stopped dwelling on mediocre things. Not to be calling out anyone who was there, because I'm probably not refering to those who think I am.
But it's just so...puzzling to me. If you just watch the way people act, it's so very directed towards how everyone will respond to them. I feel like so many people feel like that have to be drunk to be real. Which is sad.
Tonight was good though. I had good conversations with lots of people. I think I will drink less and talk more, because when I get drunk each night just spins into the other. Tonight will stand out just because of mere conversations with people. But then again... tomorrow night is Pimps and Hos so who knows. But alas it is 4:49 in the morning, what sense can I be possibly making?
Naturally, it is boring at first, but then people start talking.
Chris and I sat by Lianne's lighted fish pond on a little bench, just talking about everything. Now of course he was extremely drunk, but we had a very indept conversation. I found that we have the exact same view on life, which is so very refreshing because I know everyone else around us is lost in something else. Not to say that, that is a bad thing. I just feel that as of lately, or more so I have noticed lately that the things people hold in high regard are the most trivial aspects of life. Chris and I were unable to fathom why people do the things they do. I feel like at this point people should have grown up, gotten over their ridiculous insecurities, and just stopped dwelling on mediocre things. Not to be calling out anyone who was there, because I'm probably not refering to those who think I am.
But it's just so...puzzling to me. If you just watch the way people act, it's so very directed towards how everyone will respond to them. I feel like so many people feel like that have to be drunk to be real. Which is sad.
Tonight was good though. I had good conversations with lots of people. I think I will drink less and talk more, because when I get drunk each night just spins into the other. Tonight will stand out just because of mere conversations with people. But then again... tomorrow night is Pimps and Hos so who knows. But alas it is 4:49 in the morning, what sense can I be possibly making?