Update

[robfandango]

Well, last night we decided to postpone the wedding. Michelle has been very sick this trimester and its not getting any better. It's gotten so bad that she was hospitalized Monday because she can't keep anything down. I am not willing to risk her or the baby over one day...no matter how important it is. I know it may be a pain for guests and the wedding party but she comes first for me and I know she is not well enough to do this. So, we will wait a couple more months...no biggie. It's a drag but its whats right, I want our wedding day to be something we look back on and have nothing but good memories of. It would not be very good for her to be sick all day. So I have a lot of phone calls to make. But good news is the baby is healthy, we even heard the heartbeat the other day...was AWESOME. I don't know what I am upset at more, the wedding being put off or her being so sick...ok it's her being sick. I hate not being able to make her feel better, I do everything I can...go to the store, make her meals, clean, take care of David...nothing seems to help and whats worse is I know she feels bad about it. I keep telling her it's not her fault but I know she still feels some kind of guilt. I just want my baby to be happy again and not sick. Only good thing about this is that she is home at night with me instead of working. So we watch the Simpsons or talk but mostly she sleeps and while we can't do much together at least she is there with me. Ugh I need to get back to work. I will let you all know when we have a new date.

sorry if this is written like ass...im very tired