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im sinking in. nothing seems right. i cant seem to think straight about anything. i have to work tomorrow morning. i am getting an interview with vince neil on monday and im not even excited. im just too depressed to do anything. im getting numb. i wish i didnt feel anything at all right now. or ever. i hate feelings. i hate having them for others. i wanna be a stone. sink to the bottom of the ocean and lay there til im gone.
im really good at faking it though. i have been faking it for so long now. for a while i didnt even acknowledge that it was there, but now its come out and i cant put it back. ive felt this way for so long and now and i thought i actually had a chance. but of course i dont.
"i want to embrace only you"
im really good at faking it though. i have been faking it for so long now. for a while i didnt even acknowledge that it was there, but now its come out and i cant put it back. ive felt this way for so long and now and i thought i actually had a chance. but of course i dont.
"i want to embrace only you"