Change
Wow. Its been along time since i've written in here. A lot has happened since. I've grown as a person a lot more. Things have changed a lot. I have changed a lot.
It was strange finding this page again and looking back. Was sad looking back on the relationships that failed. The memories i had written. I was not as mature back then which i'm sure you will be able to tell just by comparing this to them.
Ive left school which is kind of sad how me and my friends have all drifted apart.I have been going to Barking for a while now. Its nice, a nice change from school, i haven't been punched in the face by some guy yet so all is well. Ive got awesome classmates and im in an environment where everyone is friendly towards each other. I guess that is what i need. Things are not always good here at home and its a good escape. Oliver, Dan, Kerry and lauren allways know how to cheer me up and for that guys, i love you all.
Slimes is the same old same old. I still talk to Sam. I usually hang around with 'The Damien' (legend). Tho in away its very different. I do miss the way it used to be, what with Jon and Dante there and dancing all night with steffi and the 'dot com', And not forgetting the 'kitchen' area and the corner. I really miss how things were last year. I miss being young like i was and not caring. Things just get harder and harder. I guess that is growing up for you.
Some things have changed for the better i guess. I no longer am in a relationship that hurts.Im in a healthy relationship and love him dearly. I try not to trust anyone. I have more faith in myself and ive matured and think more of others, tho its not ALWAYS a good thing, But i try.
So yeahs After reading what i had written before i think its time to show you all who i now am.
It was strange finding this page again and looking back. Was sad looking back on the relationships that failed. The memories i had written. I was not as mature back then which i'm sure you will be able to tell just by comparing this to them.
Ive left school which is kind of sad how me and my friends have all drifted apart.I have been going to Barking for a while now. Its nice, a nice change from school, i haven't been punched in the face by some guy yet so all is well. Ive got awesome classmates and im in an environment where everyone is friendly towards each other. I guess that is what i need. Things are not always good here at home and its a good escape. Oliver, Dan, Kerry and lauren allways know how to cheer me up and for that guys, i love you all.
Slimes is the same old same old. I still talk to Sam. I usually hang around with 'The Damien' (legend). Tho in away its very different. I do miss the way it used to be, what with Jon and Dante there and dancing all night with steffi and the 'dot com', And not forgetting the 'kitchen' area and the corner. I really miss how things were last year. I miss being young like i was and not caring. Things just get harder and harder. I guess that is growing up for you.
Some things have changed for the better i guess. I no longer am in a relationship that hurts.Im in a healthy relationship and love him dearly. I try not to trust anyone. I have more faith in myself and ive matured and think more of others, tho its not ALWAYS a good thing, But i try.
So yeahs After reading what i had written before i think its time to show you all who i now am.