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(TEN) Random Things About Me
1. I love the smell of rain in the woods.
2. I often feel that there's been too little consistency in my life the past couple of years.
3. Sometimes I climb in a tree.
4. I question myself after something unsettling occurs.
5. I tend to attract the wrong men, but I hold them off.
6. I think the concept of self help is misleading.
7. I'm probably the wrong person to be attracted to.
8. I don't believe in (the advantage of) exploring any limits (whatsoever).
9. If I'd ever lose the ability to hear, I'd miss people's voices a lot more than I'd miss listening to music.
10. I'm skeptical about psychoanalysis, because of it's subjectiveness and the discriminative tendencies of it's practicians.
(NINE) Places I've Visited
1. Voorhout.
2. London.
3. Lochem.
4. Utrecht.
5. Groningen.
6. Deventer.
7. Blackpool. (it's like all of UK's depression canalized into one souldeprived pleasure beach)
8. Sömmerda.
9. Ilmenau. (in Ilmenau, da ist der Himmel blau, da tanzt der Ziegenbock mit seiner Frau)
(EIGHT) Things I want to do before I die
1. Write enough letters to fill a book.
2. Buy some decent clothes!
3. Own a house.
4. Learn another language.
5. Swim in the atlantic ocean.
6. Visit/stay in Washington DC.
7. Eat delicious meals.
8. Set out on a vacation by foot.
(SEVEN) of My Fave Items In my bedroom
1. My radio!
2. My couch, storing all of my clothes.
3. The decorations on the walls (paintings cut out of newspapers, printed on postcards, pictures of boats and faraway landscapes and Terrasse de café le soir on a poster).
4. My bed.
5. My window.
6. My sink.
7. My floor. Yeah I just love that shit.
(SIX) Things I'm afraid Of
1. War.
2. Torture.
3. My mother killing herself. I remember hearing her say that she didn´t want to live any longer, and I know she stood by the side of the railroad a couple of times. I´m not sure if the fear is persistent or if it´s something of the past.
4. Something bad happening to one of my brothers.
5. Sexual violence.
6. Losing friends.
(FIVE) Ways to Win my Heart
1. Be confident and be yourself. Chances are we won´t get along, but when you´re trying to be someone you think I´d like, we won´t get along, ever.
2. Talk a lot! Give me some time to respond or to tell my own stuff, but please, do talk.
3. Argue with me every now and then.
4. Apologize when you´ve said or done something hurtful.
5. Money. Yeah, I know it´s wrong. o=)
(FOUR) Things I believe In
1. Human goodness.
2. Life as a struggle.
3. Safety in soltitude.
4. God. (to various extents)
(THREE) Things I do everyday
1. Read.
2. Drink some milk.
3. Go for a walk.
(TWO) Things I'm trying not to do right now
1. Marijuana.
2. Scratch the new circular scar on my arm.
(One) Person I want to see right now
1. Lotte.
1. I love the smell of rain in the woods.
2. I often feel that there's been too little consistency in my life the past couple of years.
3. Sometimes I climb in a tree.
4. I question myself after something unsettling occurs.
5. I tend to attract the wrong men, but I hold them off.
6. I think the concept of self help is misleading.
7. I'm probably the wrong person to be attracted to.
8. I don't believe in (the advantage of) exploring any limits (whatsoever).
9. If I'd ever lose the ability to hear, I'd miss people's voices a lot more than I'd miss listening to music.
10. I'm skeptical about psychoanalysis, because of it's subjectiveness and the discriminative tendencies of it's practicians.
(NINE) Places I've Visited
1. Voorhout.
2. London.
3. Lochem.
4. Utrecht.
5. Groningen.
6. Deventer.
7. Blackpool. (it's like all of UK's depression canalized into one souldeprived pleasure beach)
8. Sömmerda.
9. Ilmenau. (in Ilmenau, da ist der Himmel blau, da tanzt der Ziegenbock mit seiner Frau)
(EIGHT) Things I want to do before I die
1. Write enough letters to fill a book.
2. Buy some decent clothes!
3. Own a house.
4. Learn another language.
5. Swim in the atlantic ocean.
6. Visit/stay in Washington DC.
7. Eat delicious meals.
8. Set out on a vacation by foot.
(SEVEN) of My Fave Items In my bedroom
1. My radio!
2. My couch, storing all of my clothes.
3. The decorations on the walls (paintings cut out of newspapers, printed on postcards, pictures of boats and faraway landscapes and Terrasse de café le soir on a poster).
4. My bed.
5. My window.
6. My sink.
7. My floor. Yeah I just love that shit.
(SIX) Things I'm afraid Of
1. War.
2. Torture.
3. My mother killing herself. I remember hearing her say that she didn´t want to live any longer, and I know she stood by the side of the railroad a couple of times. I´m not sure if the fear is persistent or if it´s something of the past.
4. Something bad happening to one of my brothers.
5. Sexual violence.
6. Losing friends.
(FIVE) Ways to Win my Heart
1. Be confident and be yourself. Chances are we won´t get along, but when you´re trying to be someone you think I´d like, we won´t get along, ever.
2. Talk a lot! Give me some time to respond or to tell my own stuff, but please, do talk.
3. Argue with me every now and then.
4. Apologize when you´ve said or done something hurtful.
5. Money. Yeah, I know it´s wrong. o=)
(FOUR) Things I believe In
1. Human goodness.
2. Life as a struggle.
3. Safety in soltitude.
4. God. (to various extents)
(THREE) Things I do everyday
1. Read.
2. Drink some milk.
3. Go for a walk.
(TWO) Things I'm trying not to do right now
1. Marijuana.
2. Scratch the new circular scar on my arm.
(One) Person I want to see right now
1. Lotte.