life is cosplay.... daw
so many things have happened.... i am being tested... yes first it was the online forums war.... im divided into two sides.... between PC and FC and it still bothers me... i mean... im so much in deep shit right now that what im might do in the suceeding days would terminally have an ill fated end... then this time on the org itself.... life is getting interesting by the second... which is again torn between two sides nanman ako.... sa both conflict na nangyare wala akong kinampihan... im just watching from a certain area.... i guess this is my punishment... it started with the case study (thesis not being accepted) then the online forums wars that i get myself into... then failing my Prelims in IT.... then some family problems that being accused for... and then the issues with the org... not to mention ako naman talaga ang may kaslanan (yes im still blaming myself..) i wish the one playing God will cut my strings off cause im really in the point of breaking.... i cant take this anymore or better yet kill me, burn me, mutilate me, beat me, decapitate me to death... you see that im a weak person... and if you want to... eto na nga ba ang sinasabi ko.... wat you do is what you get... x10 nasisiraan na ako ng ulo actually...