I'm so tired of this place.
My eyes are red. No one cares.
If you asked me about 2 month ago, If I felt alright in tampa, I'd say yeah. I had a job, I was going to school, i had great friends. All of that dissaperead. No one here cares for me, not even my family, its sick. I've lived here all my life, and was complacent up until 2 days ago, because thats when I lost my friends, or what I thought was friends. I seriously want to vomit at the thought that a group of people cared for me, but it never happens. I always find out in the end that its never that way, that they really wanted me out in the first place. Id make fun of little people, just to find out i was even smaller then them. I just feel like shit and never in my life have i wanted therapy, but im so alone man. To talk to a shrink would be more comforting than to talk to a friend. whatever
If you asked me about 2 month ago, If I felt alright in tampa, I'd say yeah. I had a job, I was going to school, i had great friends. All of that dissaperead. No one here cares for me, not even my family, its sick. I've lived here all my life, and was complacent up until 2 days ago, because thats when I lost my friends, or what I thought was friends. I seriously want to vomit at the thought that a group of people cared for me, but it never happens. I always find out in the end that its never that way, that they really wanted me out in the first place. Id make fun of little people, just to find out i was even smaller then them. I just feel like shit and never in my life have i wanted therapy, but im so alone man. To talk to a shrink would be more comforting than to talk to a friend. whatever