Sep 05, 2005 11:24
IN TER REST ING fact of the day:
i have the tendency to fall in love with people too fast which isnt a bad thing but...its left me in a state of confusion im very fragile...honestly i think its possible to connect to anyone you want to and fall in love with them all it takes is acknolegement on both parts and usually people dont tend to listen to one another just talk and say what they think needs to be said thats why love is confusing because the most simple things are the most hardest concepts to grasp just like life...Bjorn has been in love with every girl he has known(not all there has been some bitches) thats the fact of the day you all have qualities that make me want to love you...what do you know i may be in love with you still...
WEll life has been well...not really some bs has went down and i hope it all gets "well" soon i know the people involed knows what i am talking about i wont put it out there but it needs to be taken care of soon
...i got a speeding ticket on friday night 10 miles over the limit on westhimer...i am fortunate my tags are out of date and i have no insurance add to the fact i was drunk the cop took it easy didnt ask me out the car i played it so cool he just asked me how fast i was going and i told him 55 sir i am sorry i am in a rush i have to pick someone up fast he was cool wrote the ticket and let me go...but yeah i think it cost 165 dollares its cool...i am tring to ecept the fact that life works this way...i had no sleep that night had to go to work at 5 in the morning same night...didnt get off till 1 pm saturday...how nice after work i came over to josh to catch some shut eye but that didnt happen i ended up at a cuban resturant with two beautiful girls one brazilian girl with beautiful eyes...and this other hot chick it was nice i ended up finally sleeping that evening but as you know i never stay still saturday night i went to a party in katy...a meXican party where i drank myself silly danced with some of the most beautiful girls i have ever seen...when i came i felt out of place when i left it was as if i knew these people my whole life...well got lost in katy but eventually found shelter...i had to be at work at 5 that didnt happen i went at 8 (God forgive me for these lies and all i have done to put myself in these situations) thankfully i didnt loose my job i made up a story but now i know the people at starbucks actully do care about me because this guy told me when i came in...there was no way they where going to loose me it made me feel good i still got written up in which i desever and i know its not fair or right what i did but...it happens...fustration leads me to do these stupid things...(why is it we continue to do things we know we shouldnt be doing its human nature) i drink because i find life boring...i drink because i feel good and im lonely its the truth therefore i say it...
i am off of school tommorow i want to spend the day with someone special and do something fullfilling so that means i need to spend the day outside
i finally talked to my mother after about 4 months with no communication i felt good then the damn calling card went off...i miss my family
well as always i love you fuckers please start listening to people instead of being blind to the fact that we all have faults and need each other
i hope eveyone the best in the world its been rough this week God bless
finally note:
anyone whos intrested i am thinking of going to see the Deftones in Austin next month
please tell me if you want to go i dont want to go alone...
watch Garden state lovely movie
Noctina great film
City of GOd i have not enjoyed a movie like this in so long this is a must "Own"
enjoy life the good and bad
~robertBjorn