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god i'm bored. but not really with life just with well with a bit of life i wish i could drive and do things as i wanted is that selfish i hope not i just want more out of what i have is that my own fault i'm sure i'm just looking at it in the right way i'm sick of school mostly i just don't care anymore thats not my passion then again whose passion is school i wish i could just get on with my life i miss some people i miss caring for just everyone and for just someone but i know i don't need a realationship right now even though i want one i miss talking till 4 in the morning with someone your just happy to be talking too but it seems like those people are more rare to find now adays then you'd expect i want someone to just tell me about themselves and not let me talk or just talk to hours i want to just live i love the fall and winter and it seems like i've been sleeping for the summer and now i'm finally awakening to life to well my life i mad some bad mistakes over the summer i push alot of people out and i want them back in i do then again i changed as a person i need to change into a better person i have changed into a not so good person i want to be want is intended for me really i need to find out what that is first i'm sure i already know what it is it seems like i'm finally bringing my life back to me not to everyone else to worry about its mine and its me yeah i'm taking it back for myself