There comes a time when everyone has to call things what they are.
Tonight was that time for Julie and I. And it came to be time to call what we have a friendship and what we had . . . well, what we had was a great year together. A year I know I will never regret. The fact is, if we continued on the road we were on, we would have both ended up horribly hurt and with nothing but memories. I have a coworker that talked with me alot about her own relationship. That the man she was with was her "safe" boy and she loved him very much. But she felt she had met him earlier than she should have. I feel Julie and I were in a similar place.
We both care for each other dearly. And I will certainly not say I am unaffected by this. I'm hurt. Alot. My skin feels like its too tight, I can't seem to breathe an entire breath, and my head feels like your arm when you fall asleep on top of it but before the pins and needles attack. But, I know this was the right decision and I'm glad the two of us were able to make it together.
As it stands, its time to be friends for her and I. And that's not a bad thing. Nor is it an end of things. Just a change. There is still a connection there and there is the possibility that sometime down the line we might get back together. But, its time to leave the future for the future.
Thank you, Julie. Thank you for a wonderful year. There were ups and downs, sure; but, it was an amazing time for me. And I will never regret what we had and I look forward to what we will have in the years to come. I hope you feel the same.
We both care for each other dearly. And I will certainly not say I am unaffected by this. I'm hurt. Alot. My skin feels like its too tight, I can't seem to breathe an entire breath, and my head feels like your arm when you fall asleep on top of it but before the pins and needles attack. But, I know this was the right decision and I'm glad the two of us were able to make it together.
As it stands, its time to be friends for her and I. And that's not a bad thing. Nor is it an end of things. Just a change. There is still a connection there and there is the possibility that sometime down the line we might get back together. But, its time to leave the future for the future.
Thank you, Julie. Thank you for a wonderful year. There were ups and downs, sure; but, it was an amazing time for me. And I will never regret what we had and I look forward to what we will have in the years to come. I hope you feel the same.