Apr 06, 2003 23:53
So what have I been doing for the past...however long it's been between updates. Hanging out with the girlfriend mostly.
I've never felt this way for a person ever. It feels like love although I'm sure the cynics out there would tell me it's impossible to actually love someone in such a short time. Whatever the case may be, I honestly feel like I love her. Any free time her and I have together is spent with each other. We've backed away from the extreme physical relationship that we had at the beginning and we're more about enjoying being around each other. We still have a healthy physical relationship though. I have no complaints at all.
I quit my job too. I just got really sick of the retail life. Although now I have a few regrets. I'm afraid I'll get bored with no job and part time school as well as I might run into money situations later on. I might ask my boss if I can stay on and tell him that my other plans fell through. I'm going to ask the daycare that I'm student teaching at if they're hiring at the moment. If I can get a job there, then life would be perfect.
Unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach though. Anxiety about something and I don't know what it is. Life is great though.