2 days down... many to go
Everyone keeps telling me how excited I should be to have this new stage of my life going. How I get to start clean.... leave behind whatever I want to and move on to a better place.
I thought that's how it'd be too. I thought it'd be an immediate change as soon as I started getting into the groove of working. And today was an awesome day at work. I didn't have to go through any akward meetings with anyone. I just got to sit at my desk and be an engineer. I felt professional.....
but entirely unfulfilled.
I'm doing something worthwhlie.... and the only person I want to talk about it with... the only person I want to be encouraged by and celebrate it with... she and I aren't speaking at all.
It just leaves me feeling empty.
I know life has to get better.... I'm just waiting for when
I thought that's how it'd be too. I thought it'd be an immediate change as soon as I started getting into the groove of working. And today was an awesome day at work. I didn't have to go through any akward meetings with anyone. I just got to sit at my desk and be an engineer. I felt professional.....
but entirely unfulfilled.
I'm doing something worthwhlie.... and the only person I want to talk about it with... the only person I want to be encouraged by and celebrate it with... she and I aren't speaking at all.
It just leaves me feeling empty.
I know life has to get better.... I'm just waiting for when