May 14, 2004 08:17
Wow... I actually got up. It's 8am and I swear I wasn't built to be up at this time of the day. I'm opening up GameCrazy so I have to be there by nine in the freakin morning... like normal people when they go to work, but for some reason I jus't can never seem to be there on time. Well, I guess today I am going to be, if I don't take too long with this journal entry that is. I'll probably write more when I get home around five-ish anyhow. Haha, nine to five... I'm workin a nine to five. Anyhow, as far as life goes, things couldn't really be that much better. In fact, the only thing that needs fixing is the whole Rebecca thing, I need to see her. Last night we had a conversation about her and her mom fighting and now I'm not even sure if I'll get to see her tomorrow morning. I'm not sure exactly what I'm going to do if she doesn't come up, but I'm not going to go two and a half weeks without seeing her... It's just not ok. I don't know if she knows how much I really care about her but she should at least know that when I'm without her I feel awfull. Two and a half weeks is just not doable. But I guess I'm starting to cope with it, other people sometimes don't see theyr loved ones for a while. Some people have to go for way longer than two and a half weeks too. I feel sorry for those people, I'd die. In any case, this wen't from short to a couple of well-sized paragraphs, and again all I seem to write about is Rebecca. I really should make my journal a little more exciting just in case anyone does care to read it. But the main focus of my life and my train of thought throughout the day is Rebecca.... oh well, off to work before I'm late. I'll write more later today.